| Location | Oxford |
| Age | 1 day |
| Date of Birth | 03/03/2008 |
| Date of Death | 04/03/2008 |
| Visitors | 5,715 since 25/04/2008 |
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A precious baby daughter sadly missed by mummy and daddy. Special sister to nick, matt, chris,
samantha, jessica, cerys and chloe...
Not in our arms but always in our thoughts baby girl.xx Missed with every breath never ever
forgotten.xxxx
Caitlyn was born on 3.3.08 at 4.10 weighing 8lb 2 she was 41+ weeks and the first child with my
partner eddie.She was a very much wanted child and we were all excited to have her home. She was
born in thick meconuim waters and had breathing difficulties from birth. After being in intensive
care for over 30hrs her lungs collapsed it then took a couple of hours to stabilize her condition in
which time her oxygen levels were extremely low. She was left severely brain damaged and we had no
option but to withdraw life support. She died in my arms at 23.58 on the 4.3.08.
She died of meconuim aspiration syndrome and hypoxemia.
Our hearts are totally broken sweetheart. We had so many plans and dreams for you and now they are
gone forever.
I have to thank eddie [your daddy] nick, matt, chris, samantha and jessica they are the reasons i
stay. I couldnt get through without them and love them all so much.
Never felt so much pain. Will never understand why. You were so perfect precious. Not a day goes by
without a tear, wishing that you were here.
Go play with your angel friends till we meet again darling..Sleep tight.
Missed by all your family, loved always and forever.
Our loss is heavens gain...xxxx
A SPECIAL HEART FOR SPECIAL ANGELS
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Gone are the days we used to share,
But in our hearts you are always there,
The gates of memory will never close,
We miss you more than anyone knows,
With tender love and deep regret,
We who love you will never forget.
Angela (Christopher-John Rowe) Mum
a mothers dream
A MOTHERS DREAM
I carried you so lovingly,
Within my gentle womb...
And little did I realise,
Your life would end too soon.
I never got the chance to say
I love you, little one...
Before I held you in my arms,
Your life on earth was done.
The grief is indescribable,
To lose a child this way...
All the many hopes and dreams,
Just vanished on that day.
I know I'll see the sun shine bright
Upon my baby's face...
When I finally get to heaven,
All my pain will be erased.
We'll soar the skies together,
As angels two by two...
We'll have a sweet reunion
This mother's dream come true
The world may never notice
If a snowdrop doesnt bloom
Or even pause to wonder
If the petals fall to soon
But every life that ever forms
Or ever comes to be
Touches the world in some small way
For all eternity
The little ones we long for
Were swiftly here and gone
But the love that was then planted
Is a light that still shines on...
FOREVER IN MY HEART X X
sent to you
from nicola (caitlins mummy) to you
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to my beauiful precious caitlyn
i think of you everyday,i listen to a special song everyday that reminds me of you.
sleep well my precious.love you always and foreverxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
to my beauiful precious caitlyn
i think of you everyday,i listen to a special song everyday that reminds me of you.
sleep well my precious.love you always and foreverxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Sending you lots of love angel xxx
Hello Caitlyn
I am SO sorry I've not been to visit you over the last month but I was off work for 3 weeks and our home pc is down. I then had trouble getting onto this new site. As you know, you and your wonderful mummy are always in my thoughts. I will be back again as normal once I am back from my holiday in 2 weeks time. Please make sure you come to Emily's party on the 21st, I know you will all have so much fun.
Thinking of you and mummy always,
Corinne xxx
Gone For Half A Year
Caitlyn it's been just over half a year,
since the time you were last here,
you made me smile you filled me with glee,
thankyou for the happyness you brought me.
half a year
well precious I'm finding it hard to believe its 6 months have past...on the plus side I am able to cope with whats happened to us abit easier but on the negitive I feel further away from you than I ever want to be. I wonder what you'd be doing now who you'd be like....a little monkey for sure. x x
I'm going back to work on the 22nd of this month after trying to go back last month...I will do it this time cause I have to. I struggle everyday with whats happened and wish I could turn back time. I would gone up that hospital on the monday before you were born...I'm sure you were ready and on that friday I had a stretch and sweep and was 3-4cm diluted and told to go home over the weekend... I wished I had played up abit more, made more of a fuss but as usual with me I didn't want to put people out or upset people.
I think you would of been here if I had.
Mummy and daddy are trying to have a brother or sister for you....maybe we will feel a little happier if we do, but caitlyn you will always be our number 1. Nothing will ever change that..
I hope to look at another baby and see abit of you maybe, its what I hope for just to see what you may of looked like.
I miss you so much and will want you forever.
Love always sweetheart from mummy x x
Your special day is our special day
Well Caitlyn sweetheart what a weekend
that turnt out to be.
It was busy from the word off...
And as you can see by the candle daddy
left you yesterday we did alot of walking
and he didn't have his walking shoes on!!!!
We went on the London Eye it was truely
amazing the veiws from the top, I'm glad
we went on there on your day, its a memory
that I will always cherish as I do you xx
Then as it didnt look so far away we walked
along the Thames to St Pauls Cathedral.
I've always wanted to visit there it was
stunning... the choir were singing. Me and
daddy remembered you, granny and grampy
and lit a candle for each of you xxx
Then daddy called for a taxi and mummy
went to Harrods, another first and we well more
mummy than daddy had a nice time shopping...
Daddy was tiring at this point..it's his age sweetpea!!
Daddy brought me a beautiful charm to
remember you by..you were with us yesterday I know
I had a lovely day and I really wasn't expecting it.
Another thing Caitlyn is your friend Eryn had
a candle lit for her in St Pauls Cathedral too...
thats a big coincidence and it tells me you are
together up there I wonder what the
mathimatical probability of that is,
the same day at the same place.
Two candles shining bright for you gorgeous girls x
I love you Caitlyn, 5 months ago today you left us
the day you went you took a part of my heart
it will never be fixed until we meet again x
LOVE YOU, MISS YOU
Lots of love for ever and ever mummy xx
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